December 16, 2009 A Little Girl’s Voice
.. I’d like to take a walk at a very far away place. A place that is without end. Far away from the problems of life, far away from the noise of the world, and far away from the cause of misery. Unstoppable walk. Until i get myself lost. Trying to forget the real me. .my name. . my home. . my friends. . my dreams.. my inspirations . . … and also my happiness!
I’d like to swim through the deepest sea. Or even the largest ocean will do. A swim without destination. Put too much of my energy. Until my body slowly get tired, as my heart slowly get tired.. remain helpless.. til my last breath separates away from me.
Let me be drowned.. remain helpless. let me take my final walk, alone in this fake world .. til i get lost, far away from my happiness.
My life is now worthless, because there is no more you.
How could i overcome this loneliness i felt now?
My love, my misery, my happiness…You are my life, my world, my everything.. if you just know.
I found the real essence of my life, because of you.
Thank you so much for the time we had shared together. Those times would remain unforgettable and irreplacable..
But truly it was such an unfair world for us to be parted like this..
Now i’m slowly going insane. I don’t know if I will be setting myself free from you. I can’t hold it anymore. It’s the hardest thing that i will do coz i really love you so much. Yet this love is all i have.
In my life this is the most painful tiem i ever had..
Now i’m lost, now i’m alone..
by: Charisma Jailani
a letter from a story written by me..
sorry for the wrong grammar. i dont have a good foundation in english grammar..:)hehe.. enjoy reading!
Lady Starlight Says:
Rumi says on one of its poems..”Come..Come whoever you are”…
The only answer can solve that longing..find the best place where you can’t be disturbed not even your hand phone. Stay in that room for at least 3 days, bring only little amount of food, just enough to remove your hunger every breaking of past. First day, pray 2 rakaat sunnat Hajat “state what you are longing in life”. When you reach that place, make a niyat that you are doing i’tikaf. The most appropriate time before Maghrib. Then you fill your stomach with light meal first after that make wudu’ for maghrib prayer. After obligatory prayer pray sunnat Awwabin atleast 6 rakaat. Then Make Jikir “Allah..Allah” Inhale 300 times exhale Allah..Allah 300 times then hold your breath utter the same 300 times. Your jikir continue until the Isya prayer done. When you are tired of making jikir stand and pray Sunnat as many as you like. Before sleeping read at least 1 Surah then sleep with the intention to fast and make tahajjud. for the following day you make sunnat Fajar, Duha, and other sunnat and jikir. Do not go out from the room until it reach three days. I’m sure you can find what you are looking for.
Allah is the best of all Lover! He won’t fail us, He won’t betray us, He won’t leave us. He is our sustainer, our life and our everything! La Hawla wala quwwata illah billah. That is my sincere answer to your question do u did’n ask.
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thanks so much Lady Starlight.. This is 1 of the beautiful advices I ever received..
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